Illuminated Silhouette
Saturday, April 29, 2006
「 dancing away 3:59 AM 」



Got new spectacles. Exams are coming in 1 week time. IS Project due this Thursday. Great... Joined basketball for the Games Day coming up on 25th May. They had better let me play and not let me be like reserve or something, if not I'm gonna rip their bones apart.

I was wondering, what do you consider reality. I mean, how can you be 100% sure that what around you is what you are actually seeing. I mean, what if everything around you was fake, just some part of your imagination. I wondered if the people around me were aliens or something like that. How do I confirm this is the reality we are suppose to live in? Can someone gimme a prove that this is reality, I mean everything I experience is not some part of my wild imagination that I'm having and it's real?!

Bleagh, and if I were to go on, I would go on to the beginning of the world and then bleagh, I will start blabbering about religions and I'm gonna get myself into deep shit. But if you can answer my above question, I say you are a pro kia. Only some bloody philosophical guy can answer, and I don't think I will be able to get this answer anytime soon......



Saturday, April 22, 2006
「 dancing away 9:23 PM 」



Last Friday, just burnt a whole pot cause not wasn't looking over it when I was trying to boil it. Too little water, eating instant noodle, thought it wouldn't boil so fast, smelt something burning, everything overflowed, burnt inside, the green beans dried up like shit. G...r...e...a...t... Later had to scrub like xiao for at least half an hour to clean the black shit in the pot. Another thing to cheer for...

Speech Day was absolutely boring, went to play basketball. Later got stuck at the Computer Lab watching Gundam Seed Destiny. Went to watch an RI play at 8p.m. TingAn didn't go for 3rd Language, so asked me to go Yio Chu Kang then she would pick me up at 7.30p.m. In the end came at 7.45p.m and we were late for the play. The play damn nice lorx... Got very funny parts like the swearing parts and really funny parts, my describing skills sucks so I'm not gonna tell you what's so funny. Then TingAn stepped on this light outside the Arts House for so long until suddenly got smoke come out. Stinks man!!! We ran away laughing, like later explode we die liao, so better escape first.... heehee!!!

Yesterday went to make spectacles... Got a very nice spectacles in blue and white sides. For some superstitious reasons which I believe in and forgot at that moment of time (I'm supposed to get silver or white spectacles. In short, bright coloured.) My mother got so angry afterwards. Accidentally called her an idiot and got scolded the whole day. I know it's wrong but I just don't wanna admit it. Hou lian pi. Later we went to SportsLink and got a NewBalance shoes. USA Size 13 leh!!! 14 is somewhat the biggest size in Singapore!!! Cool!!! My spectacles is coming in on Friday and I'm wearing my new shoes tomorrow, so WATCH OUT. =)



Sunday, April 16, 2006
「 dancing away 9:10 PM 」



Just a few days ago, watched encore of Miss Singapore Universe. Contestant No. 17 rocks off, Jade Seah is so so so so so SEXY lah! She has a face of Lynn Poh, some Mediacorp Artiste and her voice sounds a bit like Felicia Chin. Manx... so sad, she only got 1st runner-up.

Don't know why the Hell am I so kind, Jackie has no group for the damn Physics project and today gotta hand up that shit. Me so kind, offered to give him a way out, formed a group with him, in which he did nothing except bring me tracing paper. Bullshitter.

Realized I'm getting very vulgar these days, not that I care, mmaybe other people do.

Gotta cut my hair soon, this time, I want a cooler hairstyle, not some freakin' decent looking guy, I want a more hip-hop hairstyle. Maybe I should go for Extreme Makeover, I would look much nicer after that, to suit me such a cool teenage dude. Bleagh.



Friday, April 14, 2006
「 dancing away 3:10 AM 」



Thursday was indefinitely better, meaning that there were times that were good and times that were bad. Bleagh, I'm not even sure if there were. Who cares?! In the subsequent entries, I will be posting my beautiful masterpieces of Elemental Souls: Destiny of Chaos. Hope you guys will enjoy them.

Chinese was OK lah, not that we did anything significant. All my breaks and lunch were used for copying homework from Kylie. Thanks Kylie, I don't know what I will do without you +_+ Sounds so mushy, yucks! Physics was alright lah, used the time to finish my Activity and IS worksheet. Got 9/10 for Electromagnetic Spectrum poster when I did not even put in any pictures. it was just a load of words. 9/10, pretty good for me.

History was hilarious. Hilarious till the point that Mr. Salim made us laugh till our stomachs hurt, not that it had not been hurt before that, but he made it worse. Start of the lesson, I was playing with Yang Xuan's hair. Mr. Salim saw that and was like, "CD don't touch people's hair like that in class, you can go caress her hair after class." I rebutted, didn't know what came over me that time, "WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?!" Woah, he was shocked, but said the same line again. Then I mumbled under my breath words that half the class heard, "Don't you do that to your wif every time?" Then later, he pulled my ear and whispered to me, "Next time don't what's your problem to me." So amusing. He wanted to show us a ghost video, but his laptop conked out at the last minute.

Biology was like the most fun out of the day. We spent a while to present our terrarium. No offence, but my whole group has been like avoiding me for don't know what bloody reason. Ya, I know I didn't do anything, but it's not like you can't give me a second chance. And it's not like you didn't do anything before. Who cares, I presented and we went to catch centipedes. The second time we went to catch, I tagged along with the 2 girls. Let the centipedes crawled on the paper before I shouted "EEEK!!! TAKE IT QUICK!!!" The centipedes were like crawling so fast. Then Miss. Tan returned our Biology essay, to my surprise, I GOT AN 'A'!!! Like what the hell, I plagarized so much and finished it in 1 hour and I got an 'A'! Proud I am of myself.

Then I begged Kylie to gimme a quick tutorial on Chemistry, which she did a pretty good job, just that I still did not understand Mass Spectrometer. I understood the Nature of Light was little difficulty. Then I went to find Mr. Ho, bloody hell he wasn't at the Staff Room. Went to look for him at the Chemistry Lab, he was like, "Weren't you suppose to look for me during lunch?" He ming ming tell me at 3p.m cause I don't have classes after that. What the hell?! Anyway, he left me in the Staff Room to complete the Re-Test 2 and said he would pick me up at 4p.m. Mr. Ang said ganbatte. Thanks. I wanted to cheat as I desperately needed to pass. Thank God I didn't, if not I would feel guilty. At 4.05p.m he still didn't show his damn face, I got fed up of waiting, I wandered around the Staff Room to find him. Finally I passed the test to Mr. George Tan to pass to him later. And whee, I'm homebound!

Last thing before I end, Kylie told me that Shi Yang thinks that I'm smart. Bullshit, I don't believe. In what sense am I smart? I have been failing everything! Bleagh and to think Shi Yang would say that? I don't believe unless I hear it from her herself. I'm not egoistic here.



Wednesday, April 12, 2006
「 dancing away 3:58 AM 」



Can't believe it, jin tian zhe me dao mei. I shall cut the story short, too many things happened le.

Had P.E in the morning: track and field. I was one of the fastest runners in class. Never mind about that. When we had a race, i was leading at first, then Donovan came on par with me, I bu shuang, run faster. He ran faster blah blah blah...... Then near the finish line, I glanced at my wrist only to find out that my watch had been whacked off by Donovan after feeling a surge of pain through my wrist. I immediately stopped running and went back to look for my watch, couldn't care about the race anymore. Later I tried to look for the small metal rod linking the watch together, only found 1. Couldn't fix it back, bui ta han. Got so pissed, then we played Survivor lorx...... I actually made it to the last few but got out cause I threw the ball too high, we were supposed to hit people's legs and they would get disqualified. Bleagh never mind.

During math, I was trying to fix my watch the whole lesson. Didn't give a damn, I already finished all the examples anyway. At the end of the lesson, f*cking Kyle, that irritating gay Sec 1 who always liked throwing my bag on the floor and I always slapped him, went to ruffle my hair. Not that I cared on normal days, but I was pissed I couldn't repair my watch I had specially gelled my hair today! Freak him, next time I will slap and whack and slap and whack him.

Mentoring was stupid lah, some stupid guy come and give a workshop. So boring, even Kylie agreed, only geeks will take down notes. Talking don't know what shit about the brain, like that's gonna improve our skills in learning. Bullshit.

Basketball was the best, just that I ostracized myself from the gang. New member mah, shy lorx...... Anyway, we played 2 matches and lost both cause I suck. I only touched the basketball thrice in the 2 matches. Got one time Jieshen missed a pass I just speed dribbled it all the way to the end, Li Young was like shouting slow down. Then Miss Lee asked us to do hoops, we had 5 chances to hoop, if didn't make a single hoop, gotta run 3 times round the court. Li Young missed all 5, so happy, at least he won't suan me if I missed too. My turn I anyhow throw the 1st ball, then Miss Lee speed taught me how to shoot. On my 4th shot, the basketball nicely slid through the hoop. So happy, last ball didn't care liao, don't have to run le. Then I go boast to Li Young, he say I tyco shit. Like I don't know.

Alighted at Pasir Ris and went to buy curry puff at White Sands. Walked home eating the curry puff. At the bridge of the Pasir Ris Town Park, some f*cking crow came and scratch my head lah! So dao mei I dropped my curry puff, which I only ate a little bit cause it was too hot. Wasted $1 just like that. Idiotic crow, scared till xiao liao. Then the crow never go eat, continue fly after me. Felt like taking a rifle and blasting it away. My head itched and pain like crazy.

Morning got P.E, afternoon go basketball. My leg never receive so much exercise before, now pain like crazy, can hardly walk. Got so much homework to hand in tomorrow, shit.



Tuesday, April 11, 2006
「 dancing away 4:54 AM 」



First dish on the menu, Mathematics. Angles were relatively simple, again and again. I'm getting bored of easy stuff. Then we had Mensuration test and it left me down for the rest of the day. Maybe cause I'm too stupid or cause I didn't study, not that I ever did, but I can't answer a lot of questions! Especially variation, furthermore I did not even have a calculator. Like what the f**k, this test needed so many damn calculations! Borrowed someone's graphic calculator and it screwed up halfway, no battery or whatsoever. And so I left all my bloody answers in Pi form and could not care to attempt a few questions. I surrender!

English was fun, finally we got to write essays in the module called The Art of Writing. Get my point? Never mind if you don't. We did a mock mid-term test and I wrote about 600 words in 45 minutes. I shall post my product, I think it's a pretty good essay. Mr Valles said that my personality was shown in my writings, that was meant to be a compliment.

Bleagh, immediately was my notes confisticated by Miss Tan. Was writing some crap to TingAn, so dao mei, Miss Tan saw it. Waliao eh, so malu (embarrassed) Can this day get any worse?

Luckily end of the day, tomorrow got basketball. I wish we can go to the computer lab again tomorrow for English, love to write my essays, haven't finish my portfolio yet. Basketball is gonna rock, better practise harder. I make an empty swear here that I must defeat Li Young by the end of the year. He said to me that he can thrash me 120-0, shoot him lah. Tomorrow also don't need to go for 3rd Language cause it's E-learning week. Stay at home and go online on MSN and talk, taLK, TALK CRAP! So for once, I can stay until 6p.m for CCA, that is if basketball usually ends at 6p.m, I hope so though, last week of CCA. Wahhh... my 1st decent week in CCA is the last week of CCA in this term. I wanna cry!!!



Sunday, April 09, 2006
「 dancing away 9:07 PM 」



Changed my skin after receiving freakin' comments that Vladini (I like spelling it this way, sounds cooler for a sucky person =P) used this skin before. I decided to get a basketball skin, anyway I joined basketball as a CCA, not that I want to, but I had to choose 1. First choice was bastketball.

Bleagh, I don't know like what the hell am I supposed to do. Last week, Miss Lee asked me to change into PE attire and later asked me to record scores. (The b'ballers had a match among themselves) Not that I'm defaming Miss Lee, she's too hot, can't bring myself to it. =P

Don't know what the heck, I'm hoping that I can play well. Need to show the freakin' fat pig that he sucks hardcore big time. Who cares about his stupid badminton, I almost can't play anymore, but who cares. I'm hoping for the worst to happen. Not gonna tell, if not I will be in hot soup.

If anyone from last year 1-5 reads this, remember my basketball dribblin'? Makes me ROFL, I run so freakin' gay, but hey, it's fast and no one dare intercept. My job is just to send that dumb ball to the other end of the court without being obstructed, whatever happens there is none of my business. My principle, am proud of it.



Saturday, April 08, 2006
「 dancing away 5:13 AM 」



As this is my first entry of my totally new blog, I shall make it "good". I gotta bathe soon, just came back home after spending a whole day in Toa Payoh.

I didn't go and see the freakin' Talent Quest, damn it. I know they were good, well, most of them, excluding Jansen who was so extra, heard he fell to his knees. Only bad boys fall to their knew, not nerdy freaks like him. Boos to him (Crowd jeers) !

As a result, I only got to see the band's performance during Music Friendship Day. My oh my, I had to say, The Suspended rocked!!! Just that Tiffany played the drums as if she was not playing, Daniel singing was monotonous and no pitching and tone, so out of tune.

Furthermore, Rubber Band had worse singeres like Theophilus! His voice was so deep and he reminded me of a movie where Ashton Kutcher sang "I'll be there for you." And the person living above said, "You suck!" Nathaniel rocks at the drums! Jenkin should really play the drums. Derrick and whoever that girl is, were like sitting ducks playing the electric guitar.

Anyways, I would love Whiplash's performance if I had seen it, I'm sure of it. Must support Year 2s what...... I really regretted not joining this year, bleagh, I know a lot of people hate me and my voice or whatsoever, but I was inspired by Brenda. She said that she knew a lot of people did not like her voice but hey, Whiplash got 3rd for students' votes! Never mind, I will join next year if I have the chance (if the school once again have this competition) , and I will make my SuperBand!!! One thing I realized in all the performances, there was NO DANCING. I would have liked to see them dance. Who's gonna be the next Billy Elliot in the school?