Illuminated Silhouette
Monday, May 29, 2006
「 dancing away 3:23 AM 」



And so I'm back here again after not being here for 10 days. Have been playing Dota the whole week, and forgot all about my poor little blog. Sorry blog!!!

And so we got back all our papers, not that I'm very happy. I'm actually disappointed with a few, though I failed a lot. My physics for once got a pretty OK score. LOL. And so now I'm playing and playing and playing. My parents are getting annoyed that I play too much and my results aren't that amazing.

And my mother wants to engage me in some activities for the school holidays. Guess you know why, huh? Don't know lah, she ask me go learn how to drum since I'm interested. LOL. Don't know lah, anyway gotta get my results and see my horrible CAP. My parents don't have the damn time to get my results. Bleagh, just wait lorx...

Anyway, gotta choose my electives... Gah... don't know what to choose. I intend to take Literature and Geography Elective. Haha, and by the way, the timetable sucks shit. Cause the timetable is so crammed, everything on Monday, then the rest of the days got so many free periods. What the Hell is the school thinking? Aiyoeh...

Oh... and I'm changing my blogskin the moment June starts. I will get a more sexy picture of myself LOL, especially the one where I was "sleeping in the car". Haha! I care so much about my looks, though it's not that great anyway. Must go get endorsements, then my face will look more nice, and my body more hot and sexy. Then I can go around strutting some stuff. XD



Saturday, May 20, 2006
「 dancing away 4:26 AM 」



1 day after my b'dae & I'm here. And it's not like I often come here. I wish to not believe that my craze over blogging is over.

Lynn gave me Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children, the VCD as my b'dae present. Thanks! Watched it already, cool graphics. =) Yang Xuan is supposedly going to give me a basketball. Yeah!!! I love basketball now! What else am I going to get?

Just wanna wish JoYeh happy birthday here. His b'dae is on Monday. And Siaw Young too, 25 May, same as Physics teacher Miss Lim b'dae. LOL. Forget when was Wan Yu's b'dae, but I know it's in May 20+. Happy b'dae to her too. =D

And I bet a lot of people forgot or don't know my b'dae. Never mind, I'm just a nobody.



Monday, May 15, 2006
「 dancing away 6:41 AM 」



Bleagh... It's 1 day before end of exams. I want to Dota with some people like Li Young, Sidwyn, Clement & Jong. I heard Clement say that they are having a match. But who knows? Li Young has organised shopping with a few people: Sidwyn, Sharlene, Chin Wee, Elaine & Jia Yu.

Man... I'm so damn jealous lah!!! I mean like I want to hang out with Li Young, cause he's cool. So I wanted to go shopping as he had published on his blog, but I didn't dare to tell him, and for fear of rejection too. Great, and now there is Jia Yu, such a hot girl, in my eyes, going. DAMN IT!

I'm so bloody jealous, but never mind. I can still Dota with Clement, though it's not going to be very enjoyable... Anyway, next semester, I'm working on a personal project which I'm going to name Operation Extreme Makeover. This means that I'm going to change my personality & hopefully my looks. I'm going to start hanging out with the guys. You know, I LIKE popularity, so I wanna hang out with the COOL people & people of my gender. I don't wanna be labelled again, hopefully at the end of the year, whenever people have events, I can join in without rejection of fear of asking again. Hurray! Three cheers!!!



Monday, May 08, 2006
「 dancing away 8:27 PM 」



Artist: Hitomi Takahashi

Bokutachi wa mayoi nagara
Tadoritsuku basho sagashitsuzuke
Kanashikute namida nagashitemo
Itsuka kagayaki ni kaete

Tozashita kako ga ima mune wo yusaburu kara
Motomeru hodo tooku okizari no kokoro
Bokura wa ikiru hodo nani ka wo ushinatte
Soredemo ashita e no yume wo sutetakunai

Kanashimi no riyuu de sae mo
Tsuyoku dakishimete itai
Toori sugita kisetsu no sono saki ni
Nani ga aru no darou

Bokutachi wa mayoi nagara
Tadoritsuku basho sagashitsuzuke
Kanashikute namida nagashitemo
Itsuka kagayaki ni kaete
Cos I'm never gonna stop with my dream

Dareka mo yasashisa ni senaka wo muketa no wa
Sabishi sa sore sae mo tsuyo samishitakute
Deai to onaji katzu wakare ga au no nara
Futatabi aeru hi wo bokura wa shinjiyo

Subete ni kaku sareta hi ni wo
Hitotsu hitotsu mitsuketai
Yuuki wo sugita ano hi no sayonara mo
Wakaru aeru darou

Bokutachi wa kawatte yuku
Yume mo kokoro mo mitei dakeredo
Dore kurai toki ga nagarete mo
Kawaranai omoi ga aru
Cos I'm never gonna stop with my dream

Mayotte mo toomawarishitemo
Soko ni dake aru nani ka ni
Kitzuita nara
Hashiridaseru

Bokutachi wa mayoi nagara
Tadoritsuku basho sagashitsuzuke
Kanashikute namida nagashitemo
Itsuka kagayaki ni kaete
Cos I'm never gonna stop with my dream