Illuminated Silhouette
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
「 dancing away 4:17 AM 」



Yesterday was caught playing VisualBoyAdvance while waiting for my music to be sent. Stupid lah, the computers were from last year, and they did not delete the stuff in the Recycle Bin. Computer Lab Technicians, YOU were the people who caused my curiosity and caused my downfall. But who cares, this is the last week of the term...

Came back from rehearsals. Tomorrow got Biology exam. Everyone good luck!!!

Exchanged e-mails with everyone else. I'm finally sociable??? Watched the sex part in the muscial, damn sick sia... Look for me if you want me tell you everything... Hahaz

Ok lah, gotta study now. Please come and support me!!!

After exams, I free I will for sure come and blog. Hahaz, must come and read hor...



Sunday, August 27, 2006
「 dancing away 3:45 AM 」



My blog is dead and I find absolutely no reason why I'm still blogging. So anyway, since I'm still at it, let me continue my story and lend me your pathetic ears.

Basketball on Wednesday was fun. Cause 1st time I scored in a few hoops. Then before we left, I shot in 2 consecutive penalty shots in 1 try, while many other people like LiYoung took much more. All I can say is I'm lucky. It feels good to be lucky.

I managed to hand in The Arena application form on time, despite me missing the Wednesday deadline. Friday was absolute latest, damn lucky again sia...

Friday I received a Nike wristband from a rude year 1 who threw it at me and then said he didn't want it anymore. I take it lah, of course. Wearing it now... Black leh, Nike leh, FREE LEH!

From now onwards, my blog shall be my 1st priority before my games. I feel that I'm mistreating my blog.

I feel that the demon within me is about to unleash soon, man, I have been waiting for this for 14 years. Can't it just reveal itself and start going on a killing spree. I am going mad this feel days, getting into fits for whatsoever reasons. I keep demanding for sharp objects to stab people with or to kill myself with. I feel that I have no reason to live because nobody gives a shit about me.

Rehearsals was OK, can't wait for my performance schedule. Want to perform for Mr. Tan, but I just gotta depend on Lady Luck once more. How many times do I have to engage her help? Never mind, the more the merrier, I just LOVE the lucky streaks that I have been having.



Tuesday, August 22, 2006
「 dancing away 12:04 AM 」



How do you feel when you're not needed by anyone in this world?

Why are you shunned by people whom you don't know for what reason?

You have never felt physical pain in your life, intensifying your emotional pain you feel from your loneliness.

The people you thought were your friends all revealed that they hated you all along.

This caused you to shun all human social interaction and to outright despise humanity, leading you to believe that the only way you could acknowledge your own existence was by ending the existence of others.

Last Wednesday during CCA, Kyle poured a whole bucket of tap water down onto the basketball court, drenched me and LiYoung.

On Saturday, went for my 1st rehearsal. Saw Kit Chan in person, her voice is nice. My part is very little! The people younger than me have like more roles! Can't stand it...

On Monday found out that the school had nothing better to do. Ask the computer lab technician to uninstall the sound.

Now on Tuesday I'm watching videos without any sound, how stupid.



Monday, August 14, 2006
「 dancing away 6:51 AM 」



I have yet again missed my bloggie. Oh, and right now, I'm making an appeal to everybody. If there's someone kind enough, can you tag and tell me how to I post pictures? I'm blog and html illiterate, thank you I know that.

I just want to clear up a major misunderstanding right here, whether it concerns you or not.

Recently, I have heard 3 stupid comments. LiYoung said that I think Reiko is hot. I'm not entirely going to deny that, or it will break her innocent soul and heart. However, I do not think in such a manner, she's just a superb friend and my sister.

Chris & Sharlene said that I like Reiko. This sounds totally wrong. Hanging out with her most of the time doesn't mean that I like her. That's is a totally wrong assumption. I like another person. So there, I cleared up something that started stupidly.

Here's something about me that you might wanna know?

People whom I hang out with and talk with most of the time are my best friends.
People whom I stare and eye at most of the time but I hardly talk to them or don't talk to them are people whom I like.
There is another possiblity, it's just that I don't know you and that's why I don't talk to you.
I don't talk to a lot of people, this doesn't mean I like everybody, which actually I would lurve to.

Status Update on Audition:
Silhouette Level 6 Novice
My best songs (Hardly any misses) : 72 bpm - 130bpm songs

Lastly, Miss Eunice Chan asked for people to join a debate competition on TV, scheduled to be shown next September, called "The Arena" and hosted by Adrian Pang.
I have joined for the pure lurve of debate and seeing my face on national television.
What I'm hoping now is that I don't get shitty members to work with me.
And I hope I'm given the chance to compete, Miss Chan, please pick me!!!



Wednesday, August 09, 2006
「 dancing away 10:39 PM 」



Too busy playin' Audition yesterday that I didn't blog. I miss my blog, havn't posted for quite long. And too bad, I lag. I always post important stuff 10 years after they happened.

Sports Meet on Tuesday. On Monday, we had to rush our cheer routines out and I stayed back till 7p.m. Anyway, it was worth it, you will know why soon enough. Man, what am I saying? YOU ALREADY KNOW WHAT HAPPENED!

Reached school at 7.15a.m. Walked around aimlessly for almost an hour before finally realizing that Reiko was on the track. Doesn't matter, we went to the hall to do our full-dress rehearsal. It was practice and practice and practice, nothing much to say about. Then, some people went off for classes and so BOOYEA! I get to play Audition on Reiko's laptop. Attracted lots of people though the game was stupidly dumb to them. Started on my new character, Silhouette, currently Level 6 Novice, just passed my license.

Ordered McSpicy meal through Reiko, wasted $6 on a hamburger cause I don't eat fries and drink Coke. After that I went to the hall and practised handstands. Started gaying around with LiYoung for don't know what reason. I was freakin' high and hyper on that day, a bit crazy too.

Finished cheer practice after 5 hours at 2.15p.m. Played a bit of Audition again and then went to assemble at the track. Boring shit all the way until my event, which wasn't a show stunner cause I was freakin' tired after the practices, so didn't perform my best. What the Hell! Hubert actually got 2nd. Then it was the judgement day, Cheerleading Competition.

1st up was Nobel. Guys wore singlets, girls wore sleeveless whatever-you-call-that-thing. Sexy babes and dudes! They put up a nice performance, thought LiYoung screwed up 1 part which I don't know what it is.

2nd was Fibo, the almighty cheerleading champions from last year. Beautiful stunts, hyper laser-shooting music *laughs , and cool dance steps, not to mention their uniforms *ogles when a skirt flies up & when they start shaking their asses. Sadly, their music screwed up and Chua started screaming when they asked them to re-do their performance. Can understand lah, so much energy put in, then needa re-do, I would have told the teachers to go and die.

3rd was Fleming. Gosh, they used Britney Spears "Oops I Did It Again"! One of my favourites last time. Nice lifts, and Siaw Young was super cute when he dance, super bo chap. And I can't believe it when he was lifting a girl! Lolz...

Then it was us, Faraday! Had a hard time telling the teachers that the music was for the later part. Woots, my dancing is superliciously gay! Then the infamous Bitch Lift! Then the handstand. Not bad lah, but was at least hoping we would not get last.

Started pissing Reiko off by bugging her to lend me her laptop to do you-know-what. And the relay, which I got nothing again. But actually the best thing was......

WE GOT 2ND FOR CHEERLEADING! FARADAY CHEER TEAM ROX!

Well, despite our last-minute efforts, we clinched a 2nd place. Of course Fibo got 1st lah... Anyway good job guys! We also got the House Cup! Ran round the track once for don't-know-what-reason.

Special thanks to the cheer team, mainly Reiko, Sylvie, Cheryl, Shuhui, Ee Leng, Grace, Mitchell, Conrad, Florence, Fiona, Eugenie, Theodore & Gary. Reiko, you're the best cheer captain!

This is a freakin' long entry, but it's gonna end. Took a few pictures after that on the track with the Faraday cheer team and the whole of Faraday, another in the canteen of cheer team, and with LiYoung holding his accursed trophies.

Took the train and talked and talked and talked. And bleagh, hugged LiYoung goodbye and went home after that. Didn't get to play Audition at home... Ok that's all... XD