「 dancing away 6:55 AM 」

I feel that there's nothing to blog about. But this does not mean that it's the only way out to keep my blog alive. I don't want people to see themselves as spare tyres. It will make me feel bad, very very bad, which you are not suppose to. Just nicely, you are supposed to feel the opposite -- elated cause someone from the other side of the world cares for you. That person is me. This sounds freakin' mushy & seriously wrong.

I lurve gettin my inspirations from other people's blogs. But now I feel there's a need to express. Actually, this idea doesn't really come from Reiko's blog, but I really want to thank people, especially people whom I have met recently. I sound stupid, but anyway I am.

This is for you Reiko. I feel that although we hardly knew each other since 1 month ago, you are really my very good friend now. You know something, I feel that I'm stalking you, seriously. Cause I talk to you on MSN almost everyday, I look for you almost everyday, and I believe that's the reason why you're sort of ignoring me. At least I'm paranoic about that. Don't get the wrong idea, I don't like you nor am I trying to steal you from Danial. I'm so bad, I shouldn't be talking about this. Well, I recall from the 1st time we met. I got Caitlin to ask you about cheerleading, then you came with Shuhui to persuade me to join cheerleading. Then on Saturday, we had our 1st practice. I can recall how shy I was then, not wanting to speak up or socialize, I feel out of place in the middle of year 3s. Then I became the flyer and was "greatly" recognised in the cheer team for my "talent". After that, I started asking you a lot of things about cheerleading. I don't even know why I'm so enthusiastic about something that I shouldn't be. Then I started hanging out with you and suggesting lots of stuff as well as asking for practice timings. Many times you asked me to stay and later cancelled the practice, the time spent when we went home together with Mitchell was enjoyable. The practice at East Coast Park was great too, we went to your house after that. I started looking for you ever since, even when there was no practice. Maybe I just felt that you were a person that I could best relate to. I mean like I have no one to talk to, I feel lonely, I don't know why...... I think that you are the only person that I can confide to, well maybe you don't realize, but most of the time I was just letting off steam when I was looking for you. You have been a really great friend to me for the past 1 month. I appreciate it.

This is for you Cheryl. I want to tell you something, but I haven't organized them yet. You are still in a mess in my mind. I will reserve this slot for you. Stay happy, Cheryl!

Lastly, I would like to thank everyone who has been there to support me since last year. Especially JoYeh, Jong & Kai Hui for accompanying me through my darkest period in life. When I felt no hope, you were there to give me some. To the cheer team, I thank you guys too for making my past 1 month so enjoyable, memorable and unforgettable in my life. Special thanks to Shuhui, Mitchell and Conrad. Maybe I shall reserve slots for you guys too! Actually I want to say I lurve the cheer team, but by doing so, it sounds extreme and unlikely to come out of my mouth, so I shan't.

「 dancing away 3:29 AM 」

Today when my parents went out, which was at 7.30a.m, I immediately woke up and switched on the computer and installed MapleStory. Then I played to 9.30a.m, reaching level 9 within that time. Then I played Rakion until 10.40a.m before buying breakfast at Burger King for my sister and I. Watched Gundam Seed Destiny and Zatch Bell until 12p.m before leaving for Orchard Road.

Went to Forum the Shopping Mall for the Final Auditions of the Young Emperor of Forbidden City: Portrait of an Empress. Reached there at 1p.m, auditions started at 2p.m, hence I spent 1 hour doing nothing.

Get ready for a full recount on the auditions. This weekend rocked for me! After yesterday's tongue twister & impromptu speech I had to do, I did not know what to expect today. First we had a line-up from the shortest to the tallest. Aside from another ACSI 14 years old guy, I was the tallest. We had to give a short impromptu speech again on our name, age and why do we want to be in Forbidden City. I sort of messed up lorx... saying some crap that I lurve to act, sing and dance and about my passion in them and fulfilling my dreams.

Dick Lee made his appearance and I must say, his TV self looks better than his real self. Then the judges made pair-ups because the young emperor has to look the same as they will grow older. Well, you get the point, people grow in the play and they have to look the same. Anyway the judges found a few people to pair-up with me. Cool! I have people who look like me but younger!

Then the younger kids, 4 - 7 years old had to get carried by someone as in the play, Kit Chan has to carry them. Then they were shortlisted to 6 and these 6 kids had to sing a nursery rhyme to display their confidence on stage. Whilst they were doing so, the 7 - 12 years old (they changed to 12 years old instead of 11 as they were too short) , had to prepare a tongue twister and the ACSI guy and I had to read a script from the play and deliver it later. The judge said that they would have 2 casts as we have school and so 1 group will act on Monday, Wednesday and Friday, the 2nd group will act on Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday.

The tongue twisters went 1st and there were 2 people who delivered it fast and clear. Professional sia...... Then we delivered the script. Finally, the judges decided to announce the results. 3 young kids, 3 older children, and the ACSI guy and I GOT IN!!!

Well, I'm going to get a call on the rehearsals for the play. Rehearsals start on the 15 August and the play starts at 3 September until 27 September, this means 2 weeks of hectic work, juggling my schoolwork and the rehearsals and acting. I'm so glad I got in, I bushed and I havn't done my homework yet. To Hell with JoYeh, he doesn't want to give me the Biology results.

「 dancing away 3:53 AM 」

Found many more links to the Campus Superstar's blogs at Zhiyang's blog http://justme-zhiyang.blogspot.com Khim's blog the loading has a bit of problem for me, check it out if you think she's a cute babe. Adriano's and Evonne's blogs are irritating, don't try to check them out unless you know them inside out. They have Javascript, ask you some stupid question, get it wrong, you get redirected to Offical Adidas Homepage or SingaporeIdol.com. Get Mozilla Firefox, it can cancel Javascript and let you see their blog if you lurve them so much.

Today I went to the physician to treat my everlasting pain in my hand. Now it's better, the massage was freakin' good and so was the cream that he applied on my hand. The cream burned my hand lorx... Not funny, but it felt good. I'm so happy the doctor gave me a 1 week MC so that I don't need to exercise, which means no PE and no CCA! But I will go for cheer practice if you ask me to Reiko, we only have 1 more week, and I don't really know the dance moves and rountine, so must work extra hard.

Later I went to Forum Shopping Mall as promised. At first I was nervous and hesitant about joining, after all I HAVE STAGE FRIGHT! Anyway my mother made the 1st move, and there I signed up. I had to wait until 3p.m before my age range would be auditioned (12 - 14 years) I came back at 3p.m and saw that we had to dance. Anyway, dancing is sort of my forte, but after being taught the moves, I still messed up a bit. There was a cheorographer there to teach us the dance steps. Then we had to answer a question on why we wanted to be in the play. I spoke in some stupid accent that made me able to Speak Good English. Well, in the end, I GOT THROUGH THE 1ST ROUND OF AUDITIONS!!!

Tomorrow I got to go back to Forum Shopping Mall for the Final Auditions, I pray that I will get in. But if I do, the rehearsals are hectic and will hinder my schoolwork as they are in the day. Never mind, I shall think about all this when I get through the final round. Cheers!

「 dancing away 7:08 AM 」

Today wasn't that exciting lah... Got NAPFA, lurve my SBJ -- 242cm! My Sit & Reach -- 56cm! I'm flexible and I can jump, beautiful combo for an agile person like me. *BIG EGO FLASHING! Oh, please comment if you think the addition of colours is nice or disgusting & irritating, this way I can improve?!

I just realized 1 big problem in the Year 4s, at least I think it's big enough for me to mention it here. Look, Fiona has a big problem when I tag on Eugenia's blog. What's wrong, what does it mean even if she's a Fibo cheerleader & I'm Faraday cheerleader, can't we just talk and stay sociable and be friends as always? It's not like I'm spying on them nor are they spying on us? So why the hostility? I seriously don't understand the year 4s. We year 2s don't give a shit about this, we are still friends, aren't we? To Hell with the competition!

During cheer practice today, we had several breaks, of which I shouted "Hi Fibo!' and I was greeted by tugs from Fiona. What the Hell? Nearly ripped apart my shirt sia... What's wrong with saying hi? Ya, so what if during the competition we come out with same moves, will that kill you? Man... please tell me what the Hell is happening?

Tomorrow, I'm going to try out for the auditions, maybe I am lucky enough to get in.

「 dancing away 6:02 AM 」

Ok, I'm being lame, I forgot what I wanted to write. I'm regularly updating my blog entries and it seems to me that the only person tagging is Reiko. PLEASE TAG IF YOU COME! Lolx, I lurve publicity!

For some weird reason, I'm getting sick of D.O.T.A and I'm starting to like MapleStory again...... I wanna be a Bandit or a Cleric, already thought up of names for them. Not gonna tell until I create them, this sounds so childish.

New Asiasoft game called Auditon: Online Dancing Battle. Checked out on YouTube, graphics rock as usual, not sure about the gameplay, but I can tell the clothes would rock too, so would the character customization. Waiting for Open Beta, please come soon, I'm begging you! Actually come out in September, cause that's when I will be de-grounded.

Today got AMC, the last few questions took the toll on me. My hopes for Platinum are dashed...... I wanna cry out loud!!!

For some weird reason again, I have decided to bring up the fact that I joined Campus Superstar. I don't know why. Maybe because there's an upcoming audition for the young emperor in the play The Forbidden Palace: Portrait of an Empress. This Saturday at Forum Shopping Mall at 10a.m. Hope I can get the role, would be my 1st time in the showbiz area, and my ambition is to be in the showbiz arena.

Tomorrow got Cheer Practice at 2p.m, sigh, my hand is STILL PAIN BUT LESSER. Reiko don't feel guilty, Cedric lurves Reiko. LOL, I'm adopting your crazy style of writing.

Heard that Jon Jon got stripped today during P.E. Lol, strippin has become a trend in this school. 1st was LiYoung on Monday and 3 days later, Jon Jon. Lol, let's say I wished I was there. Haha, it would be fun to join in. Gayness!

Ok, that's all, I'm going to say, hope it's not long. See ya!

「 dancing away 4:23 AM 」

I know this is a bit late, but I've been busy. Rushed IS report yesterday, now going to rush Physics report and possibly my French E-Learning homework =P

X-country really sucked for me. First we had to go East Coast Park, very near for me since I live in Pasir Ris. Anyway, we had to sit in the sun and no I'm not complaining. I lurve the sun cause it makes me tan! I got 55th in the X-Country, sucked manx... The tug-of-war was pure bullshit, we were overpowered. 14 against 20++ people?! After that I heard that some people were going to watch Pirates of the Carribean, wanted to go, but got cheer practice.

Anyway, after that we had cheer practice. First we ate at the hawker center, my my, $5 worth of Hokkien Mee rocked! Then we practiced at the pavillion near the beach. We got our legs sandy and washed our legs in the sea, so fun! We practised bare-footed! We did lifts and a bit of dance then after 3 hours, it started raining and we went to Reiko's house to practise.

Man, her house is landed propery sia... I dropped her tap in the bathroom when I was washing my legs, LOL! The carpet grass was so fun, we did dancing and cartwheels. About 5p.m we were about to go home, then Reiko took many group photos. Whee!!!

Last Monday, we made up names for our dances. Bitch Lift, Humpin' Lift, Triple Fudge Ice Cream, Ballet Lift, Condor Lift. LOLx... Today, we were watching Audition and then Conrad and Reiko tried to lift me on their shoulders. Sadly I fell, my hand is still PAIN even now. I hope it's not twisted, if not I can't participate anymore in cheer le...

Anyway that's all I have to say, I'm going to blog-surf now!!!

「 dancing away 10:16 AM 」

I feel that I'm still childish. It's good to feel young, but I talk young. The way I talk is that of a kiddy. Never mind, to hell with that, what's good is that I'm myself. I have decided that I shall not change myself to make more friends, it's pointless.

Made major change to my blog. Thanks to Sabrina's blog, which I think she tagged too on my blog, I added music to my lifeless blog. Don't ask me why I didn't put iWebTunes, I feel that you guys should be given a choice to listen what you wanna listen, so I used RadioBlogClub XD

The music are some of my personal favorites. I LURVE anime so I put 2. I put "Temperature" cause it's our cheer song!!! It sounds cool too!!!

Going to sleep now, can't believe it's 1.30a.m now and I'm still blogging.

FARADAY CHEER ROX!!!

LOL. But seriously, it rocks, and I'm part of it. Faraday sucks, but her cheer rocks!

I just realized that this blogskin does not show titles. Not that I give a shit, I just want the overall feel to be right. The previous blogskin I used "A World Of Nonsense", there is another skin with the same format "Completely Messed Up", maybe I will use it if I'm sick of this. But "Completely Messed Up" is full of red, that sucks. The previous blogskin is yellow and black! Luna Eclipse! This skin is alright too, at least it's at night.

It's in the afternoon, but I feel like sleeping. Good afternoon. *Yawnz...

「 dancing away 4:54 AM 」

Watched Digimon Savers, which is Digimon Season 5. After 3 years, it has reappeared and taking a different form. The drawing is now typical of normal anime, which is sharper details. The lead characters are Masaru, Tohma, Yoshino & later Ikuto. Agumon returns again, but this time he evolves to GeoGreymon, RiseGreymon and ShineGreymon. Tohma has Gaomon which evoles to Gaogamon, MachGaogamon and MirageGaogamon. Yoshino has Raramon, Sunflowmon, Lilamon and Rosemon.

A pretty vague plot, but I believe it will develop in due time. Right now, the 15th episode is about to show in Japan on the 23 July, which means that I have watched all 14 episodes already.

Also watched Digimon X-Evolution aka Digimon Movie 8. It is 3-D format and the graphics are cool, the plot is OK, and it's 1 & a half hours. Also watched Digimon Movie 7 about the Digimon Frontier, Digimon Movie 6 on the Digimon Tamers and Digimon Movie 3 about the Digimon Adventure 02.

Right now, I'm trying to find a way to embed the videos onto my blog free for you guys to watch, in case you love Digimon just like me! (I know I suck in html, just bear with me)

「 dancing away 3:55 AM 」

Listening to some Gundam song now. I don't feel like doing my work, although my Physics has to be handed in on Wednesday and it is f***ing hard to do. Mr Wee only gave 1 week sia, damn hard lorx... I cannot emphasise the word "hard" more...

Ok, it's not that I'm really interested in Jensen's Dota All-Sux League, although I really love the matching up idea (I have no comments on the people in the teams), and Jensen is going crazy because everyday people come and irritate him and say that they want to change teams. I mean it's good to random and 2V2, at least for once a team is organized, but however, even in random mode, teams can be imba you know. Not only I want to participate in that what-so-ever league, I want to be de-grounded!!! I want to play! Which I can't and I just sneaked a bit while a father went to buy dinner. Oh dammit, let's wait for another 6 more weeks?!

Trying to do Physics Report and Kai Hui doesn't want to give me the results. Trying to do IS Report, but search engine gives me shit. Everything's just going wrong...

Finally, 1 thing to rejoice about!
I AM IN THE FARADAY CHEERLEADIN' TEAM!
I AM GOIN TO SPRINT 100M & 4X100M RELAY ON SPORTS DAY!
All so house-related, but who cares. At least I can rejoice despite my agony.

「 dancing away 4:12 AM 」

And so I changed my blogskin. Having havn't posted here for about a month or so, I'm back again, with yet nothing interesting.

I did nothing except to play DOTA during the holidays, there were a few excellent games, but I didn't save the replays. I went for an oral surgery to remove my wisdom tooth to straighten a horizontal tooth, that took much of my pain I could handle. I went to play badminton with Yang Xuan, nothing new, I always do that. Lastly I went for a Screen Literacy Seminar at NUS and yet nothing interesting except for a bangla faggot who kept trying to touch people's asses, including mine. Thing is, I don't have a bouncy & bubbly butt, so don't look for me.

School starts, how wonderful. And I am grounded for the next 2 months and I can't play computer games, though I will somehow manage to sneak a few games, I hope. So far, school's OK, but I will post it in another blog. And now my father is back from his "skinny dipping" and I can't sneak play anymore. See, my dedication to my blog costed me yet another chance to play.

Basketball tomorrow, I hope it will be fun, at least for me. I can't live a day without getting suan by people just because I cannot play basketball. HEY! GIMME SOME TIME TO LEARN LAH! NEWBIE HERE LEH! noob, whatever you want to call me. Hope I can at least beat Li Young at the end of the year, to whom I should call a funky dude wannabe =P, though he's doing very well at it. Li Young, if you're reading this, let me quote your junior Wei Jian, what he said, "Li Young is a skinny, nerdy guy with no hair." Oh, and introduce me to Chua someday, heard that she is a chiobu. I shall assess that for myself, I believe my taste in girls is not all that horrible.

And yes, I have homework to do, I'm not all that free ya know.