Illuminated Silhouette
Monday, May 15, 2006
「 dancing away 6:41 AM 」



Bleagh... It's 1 day before end of exams. I want to Dota with some people like Li Young, Sidwyn, Clement & Jong. I heard Clement say that they are having a match. But who knows? Li Young has organised shopping with a few people: Sidwyn, Sharlene, Chin Wee, Elaine & Jia Yu.

Man... I'm so damn jealous lah!!! I mean like I want to hang out with Li Young, cause he's cool. So I wanted to go shopping as he had published on his blog, but I didn't dare to tell him, and for fear of rejection too. Great, and now there is Jia Yu, such a hot girl, in my eyes, going. DAMN IT!

I'm so bloody jealous, but never mind. I can still Dota with Clement, though it's not going to be very enjoyable... Anyway, next semester, I'm working on a personal project which I'm going to name Operation Extreme Makeover. This means that I'm going to change my personality & hopefully my looks. I'm going to start hanging out with the guys. You know, I LIKE popularity, so I wanna hang out with the COOL people & people of my gender. I don't wanna be labelled again, hopefully at the end of the year, whenever people have events, I can join in without rejection of fear of asking again. Hurray! Three cheers!!!