I feel that there's nothing to blog about. But this does not mean that it's the only way out to keep my blog alive. I don't want people to see themselves as spare tyres. It will make me feel bad, very very bad, which you are not suppose to. Just nicely, you are supposed to feel the opposite -- elated cause someone from the other side of the world cares for you. That person is me. This sounds freakin' mushy & seriously wrong.
I lurve gettin my inspirations from other people's blogs. But now I feel there's a need to express. Actually, this idea doesn't really come from Reiko's blog, but I really want to thank people, especially people whom I have met recently. I sound stupid, but anyway I am.
This is for you Reiko. I feel that although we hardly knew each other since 1 month ago, you are really my very good friend now. You know something, I feel that I'm stalking you, seriously. Cause I talk to you on MSN almost everyday, I look for you almost everyday, and I believe that's the reason why you're sort of ignoring me. At least I'm paranoic about that. Don't get the wrong idea, I don't like you nor am I trying to steal you from Danial. I'm so bad, I shouldn't be talking about this. Well, I recall from the 1st time we met. I got Caitlin to ask you about cheerleading, then you came with Shuhui to persuade me to join cheerleading. Then on Saturday, we had our 1st practice. I can recall how shy I was then, not wanting to speak up or socialize, I feel out of place in the middle of year 3s. Then I became the flyer and was "greatly" recognised in the cheer team for my "talent". After that, I started asking you a lot of things about cheerleading. I don't even know why I'm so enthusiastic about something that I shouldn't be. Then I started hanging out with you and suggesting lots of stuff as well as asking for practice timings. Many times you asked me to stay and later cancelled the practice, the time spent when we went home together with Mitchell was enjoyable. The practice at East Coast Park was great too, we went to your house after that. I started looking for you ever since, even when there was no practice. Maybe I just felt that you were a person that I could best relate to. I mean like I have no one to talk to, I feel lonely, I don't know why...... I think that you are the only person that I can confide to, well maybe you don't realize, but most of the time I was just letting off steam when I was looking for you. You have been a really great friend to me for the past 1 month. I appreciate it.
This is for you Cheryl. I want to tell you something, but I haven't organized them yet. You are still in a mess in my mind. I will reserve this slot for you. Stay happy, Cheryl!
Lastly, I would like to thank everyone who has been there to support me since last year. Especially JoYeh, Jong & Kai Hui for accompanying me through my darkest period in life. When I felt no hope, you were there to give me some. To the cheer team, I thank you guys too for making my past 1 month so enjoyable, memorable and unforgettable in my life. Special thanks to Shuhui, Mitchell and Conrad. Maybe I shall reserve slots for you guys too! Actually I want to say I lurve the cheer team, but by doing so, it sounds extreme and unlikely to come out of my mouth, so I shan't.
