Friday, September 01, 2006
I'm in a very bad mood now. So don't anger me, or I will kill you, literally.
I just got fired. Not because I suck. But because I'm too tall. I'm around the same height as the adult Kuang Hsu, the emperor. Is it my fault that I'm so f***ing tall?
The Director and Producer said that they would honour the contract and pay me the $500. But I don't give a damn about the money! What I want is the experience in front of a large group of people. What I want is the acting, the mixing around with the other actors! What I want to is just to star in the accursed show!
And now it's smashed. My 19 performances are gone. Can't that actor who's playing Kuang Hsu just grow taller? All my enthusiasm is gone. All the time I have wasted, memorizing the script, devising the actions, rushing up and down after school. And just because of these rehearsals, I was robbed of my sleep, I am so tired, FOR WHAT MAY I ASK? TO ASK THAT I GET FIRED BECAUSE I'M TOO TALL? IT'S HIS FAULT FOR BEING SHORT SO WHAT THE HECK?!
Doesn't matter. I won't forget the experience. They had better call us back for other shows, or I'm gonna get really pissed.
